I could easily watch this all day ...

My favourite not-so-new-comer, DANNY SCHWARZ (sorry Marlon :P ):



I ... need ... to ... move ... to ... the ... UK ... fast ... !!!

I love you all!

~Dee-Ha~

How does this make you feel?

Lindsay Lohan in tacky Fornarina ad, which I unsurprisingly quite like:



then Lindsay Lohan in the latest Vogue Espana cover:



What's next? Miley Cyrus for Vogue US? Taylor Swift for Vogue Italia?

Sigh ...

~Dee-Ha~

dilemma dilemma

So I've had my eyes fixed on the Prada briefcase for a while now, and was pretty ready to go to the Prada store and just put all that longing frustrations behind and purchase the KLASSY baby:



then i stumbled across the new men's accessories collection on the balenciaga website. I DIED:



I KNOW I KNOW! that tomato red is TEE DEE EFF (tdf = to die for :P), and i'm loving the anthracite travel bag too. Most people don't know this, but I've been in love with motorcycle bag for ages, but it's a girl's bag you know, it's not even UNISEX and no, i refuse to be a fierce queen carrying little handbags around thank you very much :P. God (or Nicholas Ghesquiere) must have listened to me praying over the last few years, and yes, eventually brought out these babies ...

Now the dilemma is, which one should I get? ...




AHH!!

~Dee-Ha~

the untitled post ...

So i just finished reading the last two books of Harry Potter this week, and somehow that thought of our existential angst came back to me again. I know, you're properly thinking 'what the hell? from harry potter, really?!' but it's true, and I really don't know how it came around.

Have you ever wondered what your life's meaning is? ever wondered why you were born into this world, why you had a chance to experience it and why you'd eventually have to die? Almost a year has passed since I broke down and cried, for I was lost, confounded at the fact that I, after almost 21 years of existence, still didn't know what, or who I was living for. I still don't, and while I try not to hide it, that fear's still in me, as strong as ever. The past year have found me getting extremely frustrated at myself, for I spent more time thinking more about the future, about the end of me, then actually concentrated on the 'being', the now, the present.

Call it early midlife crisis if you like, but sometime I wonder, how, and when, will I be able to not fear death, to not fear my existence, or non existence, and just enjoy as it is. Diving myself into the thought of money, of status, of all the trivial things I could think of to cheer my mood up, I somehow knew deep inside it was still there, the fear, the frustration of knowing it and i'm still searching, almost sure I will never know it, the meaning of my life, or of life in general.

just a few random thoughts ...

~the confused boy~

Shakira's gone Gaga ...

So I saw this single cover today:



and I thought it was Angela Lindvall or Marissa Miller or something, until I realized it was SHAKIRA! Apparently she just releasesd a not-much-publicized new single called 'she wolf'. Listen below:



Ugh ... I'm not sure what to think. may be i'm still too attached to her old 'whenever wherever' days. She looks hot neverhteless in that Lady Gaga outfit.

~Dee-Ha~

So i'm like totally like addicted to this like new trashy new teenage show ...

I don't know what is with me and trashy NYC teenage shows. Maybe I was never the rich boy that had lots of sex and was invited to all the "cool" illegal high school parties, not that there were any way back :D. First was Gossip Girl, now there's this new show on bravoTV called 'NYC prep', which is a reality TV show which involves 16-18 year old UPPPER EAST SIDE teenage boys and girls buying 500 dollar skirts and sexing each other like there's no tomorrow. The sad thing is:

1. The cast is no where near as good looking as the ones on Gossip Girl.

2. They all look and talk like they're 12 years old, which makes the show look way much more pedophillic.

3. They're not close to being as rich or prestige as they all try to be, in fact most of the schools they go to arent the top schools in new york.

I guess watching the show does not necessarily make me wish I could go back to high school and be 'cool', but rather happy I'm eventually out of that stage where i constantly suffered from low self esteem, and the only thing that was on my mind was to prove to people I was 'something, someone', that I could be cool, and fit in.

Anyhoo, enough rambling, watch the show below:



Click on the video to follow the whole series through. It's painful to even go through the first 10 minutes I know, but hey it suits my tacky trashy taste just right :D.

I love you all!

~Dee-Ha~

What type of bride are you?

1. A CHANEL youthful chic girl (preferrably with Baptiste as your groom :P) ?



2.An ultra glam Elie Saab woman?



3. An uber flamboyant Lacroix Virgin (literally, jk :D) Mary ?



4. or a Givenchy Gothic Romantic edgy chick?


I want to know!




~Dee-Ha~